Maybe that is where my world has come to. It's sad. Used to be 5 periodicals I subscribed to which focused entirely or almost entirely to hobbyists who designed and built their own telescopes. All gone by the way. Not one survived. Same with hobbyist glass suppliers. Gone.
And I cannot afford to buy scopes of the quality I can build and test, by hand.
Sadly, buying raw materials today seems to be of the "How many tons of that did you want?" category. Sorry. I'm just this one guy and money _IS_ an object.
Jon