You sound like Sloman, nothing but repeat, boring, juvenile insults.
If you weren't so abusive and foul, people wouldn't trash you so much.
If you checked your posts, you wouldn't be wrong so much. And if you were friendly, it wouldn't be such a big deal if you were wrong now and then.
You seem to make tentative attempts at being social, but you can't keep that up; you always go berzerk and annoy people. And go away. And try again some weeks later, but it doesn't work.
STOP
THINK
And design some electronics. That will make you feel better.