dump it back into the high voltage supply?
Version 4 SHEET 1 880 680 WIRE 336 -336 -352 -336 WIRE -352 -320 -352 -336 WIRE -352 -224 -352 -240 WIRE -336 -160 -352 -160 WIRE 48 -160 -256 -160 WIRE 144 -160 48 -160 WIRE 240 -160 144 -160 WIRE -352 -128 -352 -160 WIRE 48 -128 48 -160 WIRE 240 -80 240 -160 WIRE 336 -16 336 -336 WIRE 192 48 192 0 WIRE 192 48 -112 48 WIRE -112 64 -112 48 WIRE 240 80 240 16 WIRE 240 80 -16 80 WIRE 336 80 336 48 WIRE 336 80 240 80 WIRE 240 160 240 80 WIRE 512 160 240 160 WIRE 576 160 512 160 WIRE 704 160 656 160 WIRE -112 176 -112 144 WIRE -16 176 -16 80 WIRE -16 176 -112 176 WIRE 144 208 144 -160 WIRE 512 240 240 240 WIRE 704 240 512 240 WIRE 144 288 144 272 WIRE 240 288 240 240 WIRE 240 288 144 288 WIRE 240 304 240 288 WIRE 192 384 -48 384 WIRE -48 400 -48 384 WIRE 240 464 240 400 WIRE -48 512 -48 480 FLAG -48 512 0 FLAG -352 -48 0 FLAG -352 -224 0 FLAG 48 -64 0 FLAG 240 464 0 SYMBOL ind 688 144 R0 SYMATTR InstName L1 SYMATTR Value 4 SYMBOL nmos 192 304 R0 SYMATTR InstName M1 SYMATTR Value FDS2734 SYMBOL nmos 192 -80 R0 SYMATTR InstName M2 SYMATTR Value FDS2734 SYMBOL diode 320 -16 R0 SYMATTR InstName D1 SYMATTR Value MURS120 SYMBOL voltage -352 -336 R0 WINDOW 123 0 0 Left 2 WINDOW 39 0 0 Left 2 SYMATTR InstName V1 SYMATTR Value 4.5V SYMBOL voltage -352 -144 R0 WINDOW 123 0 0 Left 2 WINDOW 39 0 0 Left 2 SYMATTR InstName V2 SYMATTR Value 120V SYMBOL voltage -112 48 R0 WINDOW 3 -387 50 Left 2 WINDOW 123 0 0 Left 2 WINDOW 39 0 0 Left 2 SYMATTR InstName V3 SYMATTR Value PULSE(0 10 10m 1u 1u 2m 50m) SYMBOL cap 32 -128 R0 SYMATTR InstName C1
SYMBOL voltage -48 384 R0 WINDOW 3 -387 50 Left 2 WINDOW 123 0 0 Left 2 WINDOW 39 0 0 Left 2 SYMATTR InstName V4 SYMATTR Value PULSE(0 10 10m 1u 1u 12m 50m) SYMBOL diode 160 272 R180 WINDOW 0 24 64 Left 2 WINDOW 3 24 0 Left 2 SYMATTR InstName D2 SYMATTR Value MURS120 SYMBOL res -240 -176 R90 WINDOW 0 0 56 VBottom 2 WINDOW 3 32 56 VTop 2 SYMATTR InstName R1 SYMATTR Value 1k SYMBOL res 672 144 R90 WINDOW 0 0 56 VBottom 2 WINDOW 3 32 56 VTop 2 SYMATTR InstName R2 SYMATTR Value 55 SYMBOL res 528 256 R180 WINDOW 0 36 76 Left 2 WINDOW 3 36 40 Left 2 SYMATTR InstName R3 SYMATTR Value 1Meg TEXT -508 312 Left 2 !.tran .1